what i would give...

....for a dance class right now.

It has been 7 months since I have actually danced and it is absolutely killing me. Now that I'm in a bigger apartment I do what I can around my floor and stretch as often as I can but seriously, come on, a dance class is not much to ask for right?! I honestly feel my body shake when I listen to music, something that I could choreograph to or learn a dance to but instead I'm on the bus and am limited to dancing in my head. I swear one day I will just break out in a routine in the middle of the street like they do in the movies. My dreams to open a dance studio get bigger and bigger every day that I am without dance...I think they should make a tv movie out of me and my poor unfortunate life eh!

The gym and yoga isn't enough, I need more and I miss dancing SO much. I could go for a Shawn Byfield routine and would give both my arms for it, except then the routine wouldn't look too good but you get what I mean....I'm dying here! I've had to subject to learning stuff off youtube and that's just sad. I need mirrors and springy wood floor and speakers!! When I get home I am signing up for every dance class imaginable to get myself back into shape....and although I might suck for awhile I'm determined. So anyone who is reading this and is lucky enough to be taking a dance class, please enjoy it an extra amount for me and think of me while you're performing....and I will be crying lol ok too dramatic I think.

Dreaming of dance from now until September,

janers xo

"I don't want people who want to dance, I want people who have to dance"